Apollogies for the title, I'm trying to do this as civil as possible, but I know it will grab more attention and likely make more people read this.
Why do I need more people to read this?
Judging by past actions this should be removed, or edited within 24 hours.
I'm sure nobody noticed or really gave a damn, but for this past month or so I haven been posting much? I'm curious what the mods have to say on this more than the community, and Drakan, as from what I've seen he's been out of the loop more than once.
On January 22nd. I was banned indefinately (something that NEVER.. happens without warning on this site. I can proudly be the first) for this post:
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Originally Posted by KmAI
Alright, I was thinking I was just following a trend of sarcasm with the many, "It was beautiful" "I cried".
Here's the Angelsafe sarcasm free criticism:
I don't understand why you even call it a poem.
It seems to try and have a rhyme scheme, that's entirely based off of repeating the same word: you. This word ends every stanza which holds no measurable meter or rhythm. It doesn't seem vaguely postmodern, ironic or anything that could shove it into "free verse" and even that tends to have some merit. In your last poetry posting I asked did you want to be treated with respect and honest critique or empty praise yet I received no reply.
In a response to the reply to my post that came within 3 minutes of mine to try to shut it down : Be worried when I do subscribe to the Orwellian happy talk and empty praise. That means I think the person is too much of an idiot or too fragile to receive honesty.
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Triz asked for opinions on his poetry, I gave one that was just teasing his rhyming scheme previous, which lead to a response within 3 minutes by Angel.. therefor the above was stated.
Now, seeing as there's been a strange lack of leeway in anything I say with Angel since I spoke up on the hex thread, I sat my *** down and watched the online.php page. Needless to say, shortly afterwards I see her in the administrator's tools. The next morning I recieve the screen "your username has been banned" blah blah blah.
I'm left with no way to contact anyone in regards to finding out why I'm banned, so I had to get Drakan's email through a friend. Drakan did not see any reason I was banned, though citing personal troubles there was a bit of a delay in me getting reinstated. (I thank and respect the fact he actually did do it though).
I returned with a simple post refering to the fact that ever since I've been banned my access to this site has been strangled. As if my IP was recieving a very limited amount of access from the server side (as moving to another house I was given the same flawless access as before)
After I cited the fact that I actually could get through despite the horribly slowed content : Every link I clicked redirected me to the "rules" annoucement as some sort of happy hint.
As the case is now : I have to use a proxy to access the site, and any access I do have is stifled shut up or destroyed within the day.
I am never vulgar for the sake of vulgar, I bring no hostility to this site, I only bring my own defense when my personal liberty is at question. So, the only thing I can do seeing as the one who denys it sits in the admin chair (I am referring to ProjectEgo and Angel as one as I've rarely seen independant/differing opinions from the two, so for all functional purposes they act as one with double the votes) is get on my soap box and shout out the fact that
I am being abused and hope that it draws some attention from those who work underneath the egos. Drakan, I'm sure you'd like to actually have a voice in matters rather than just be the formal yet ignorable unanimous vote?
Failing this, this post is like the thrashing of some poor idiot caught in the tide.
If you have any questions or comments, leave them.. please. I'd like to hear every last bit I can in here, the more the posts the harder it is to suppress.
