[Zencidal]

Some things I scribbled down during some of my boring classes. =\ decided to put them together.



Without You.

Alone without you.
Alone in my mind.
Barley breathing,
Barely alive.
Thoughts surround me,
White walls turning red.
Out of nowhere
blood is shed.
My crimson desires.
Suicidal fantasies.
I can't move forward.
I can't let it be.
Because without you
there's no reason to live.
Because without you
I'm better off dead.

Dear Agony.

How much agony
Is one person supposed to take

I've taken so much already
But I don't know how much more I can handle

I might just end everything
But how many people will I hurt

So begin to think about it
Then I start thinking about something else

The people I think about
Are all people who have hurt me already

So then this comes into my mind
Its like they want me to end it

So, I think to myself
Your finally getting what you wanted

I'm now gone
And your to blame

Dear Agony
Is the one thing that brought me to this

Some people will be sad about my choice
Others will just forget who I was

And maybe, just maybe
Someone will follow me

So that I'm not alone
But who would want to die with someone like me

Because they are the one who brought me to
This Dear Agony

Left Out.

Left out.... again,
I look around every now and then.
Left out.... with noone to love or cherish,
I might as well perish.

Left out.... i hear them talk about me,
And how im not like they want me to be.
Left out.... the true end,
Now to find out who is my true friend.

Left out.... my blade in hand,
The blood cascades down my arms as i try to stand.
Left out.... as i fall to the ground,
And die, alone and without a sound

Choice.

all this life
Is lines
And lies

With the vines of deception running round my neck
And the bank of dishonestly crumbling out from under my feet
I see no hope
But the other side of this life

Tell me what lies on the other side
Tell me will my lies take me there
This unintentional suicide
Is more than I can bear
So do I open my eyes to this new life
And leave all behide
Or do I embrace this hell
And face my mind.

(>)> <(<) I'm really not a happy person.

[Firis]

... Reminds me I have to write some poems.

Anyway: Is good.

[Zencidal]

Originally Posted by Firis

... Reminds me I have to write some poems.

Anyway: Is good.

Yes you do, I read your work and I love it.

[Firis]

Yeh but let's nto plug my work on your thread. Keep it up, do it from the heart.

[Zencidal]

Originally Posted by Firis

Yeh but let's nto plug my work on your thread. Keep it up, do it from the heart.

But Seriously, Write Something =p I always loved reading it.

All the work comes from my real emotions.

But nobody probably likes sad emotional poetry on here. =\

[Firis]

Lol. I almost feel like I am... Sucking up too you... Kinda? Lol.

[Zencidal]

Originally Posted by Firis

Lol. I almost feel like I am... Sucking up too you... Kinda? Lol.

It's not sucking up, it's just I've always looked in this section and I found you'r work and it's really enjoyable to read.

[Firis]

No, I meant in multiple threads it feels like I am chasing you and commenting on every little thing you do. Lol

[Zencidal]

Originally Posted by Firis

No, I meant in multiple threads it feels like I am chasing you and commenting on every little thing you do. Lol

For some reason I feel the same thing, except it's the other way around, I'm hunting you down in the small corners of random threads and commenting on every little thing you do. >;]

[Firis]

STALKER! Tis gettign off topic now... More poems or die.

[Zencidal]

Originally Posted by Firis

STALKER! Tis gettign off topic now... More poems or die.

Love you to! <3, and i'm trying to write something but can't think of anything.